Saturday, September 24, 2005
3:29 PM
okay i know it has been quite sometime since i last update and pretty much have been taking place lately i'll have to say..mom and i have been fighting and making up for the past few days it annoys me cause everytime we fight i'll tell myself im never talking to that bitch again and the next thing before i know,im talking to her like old times again..stupidddd!haha yes yes well what can i say,my mom and i share a really special relationship:)
china boy is here and i feel stupid talking to him cause he's chinese is damn good-duh-and mine sucks..we all know that..haha and everytime i speak to him in english he'll give me the really blur look i cant help but want to laugh..its either im speaking too fast or he simply just didnt get a word i said..he's a year younger than me and i would say he's not as bad as i thought he would be:)bringing him out later to get stuff he needs and dad would probably drop me off town..going out to drink with violet,gwen,zenn and many more..yes yes i so cant wait:)
but cash flow isnt very smooth for me ladies..gona take from dad and hopefully he'll give 20?HAHA!stupid..yes and well..school have been pretty much alright..exams on monday..english papers only..the rest starts on the 4th of Oct..have been mugging and im starting to feel alil scared thoughi did pretty well for the CAs which im happy yet not very also..okay as you can see i dont really know what im talking about so..cheers!:)
army of lovers.
There's an army of lovers dying to meet you,
Dying to make your acquaintance.
It could be you or it could be me,
So don't let go because I need you so.
I'm yours and you were mine,
There's something about you baby,
I wanna hold you tonight.
Accidents happen in strangest of places.
How come they happen at all?
Look for the turning, for something or nothing,
I won't let go 'cause I need you so.
I'm yours and you were mine,
There's something about you baby,
I wanna hold you tonight.
Everytime I see you,
You complete my life.
Got to find an answer,
Stay tonight, stay with me,
Oh baby won't you stay with me,
Stay with me.
There's an army of lovers dying to meet you,
Dying to make your acquaintance
Monday, September 19, 2005
9:41 PM
melon!!i hope your new friend is sweet!!haha if it isnt sweet tell me i'll go box that uncle!!:D
and this one is to my dear sarah who's birthday is today..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!I LOVE YOU:)
okay thats all folks..cheers:)
let the rain fall i dont care:)
Sunday, September 18, 2005
11:36 PM
dearest is really funny but at the same time,she's really horrible and scary..haha had a great night having her here watching tv and seeing me finish 6 drums,3 slice of pizza and a bowl of beef balls..i was that hungry..they took years to pick up my order and longer to send it to my door step..haha and i had my favorite ginger beer which kept me burping..haha okay school tml..haha yes yes!till than,goodbye:)
till then.
4:54 PM
today's home alone day..i like:)but my dearest wana come over to disturb so yes yes its pizza and tv time!haha she claims she's gona sleep..haha that ass..haha
im having a really great time making melon scared..hahahaha!im so evil but its really fun..hahaha okay i dont really have much to talk about..so cheers!school tml..i cant wait for training and cant wait to see the look on melons face..hahaha!Xp
sorry its was just a natural reaction.
but i have reasons for them
7 days without you.
Sitting here counting the hours
Waiting for the sun to kiss the sea
Paralyzed by the fragrance of the flowers
They remind me of you and me
[Chorus:]
This one love in a lifetime
Our two hearts of a kind
These three reasons you'll be mine
For there's five or six ways through
Seven days without you
Seven days without you
Making plans just to stop the aching
Chasing thoughts from a million miles away
Hypnotized as another dawn is breaking
I rehearse the words I want to say
[Chorus]
For when you and I will find a way until you're home
To let the giant sleep this fire we know is..
[Chorus]
Saturday, September 17, 2005
6:09 PM
okay everyone is asking me to update..haha i've been far too lazy to update for the past few days and i was too lazy that i didnt even wana come online when i could..okay i've got the lazy bones in me..so here's a quick update before i head off for my melon's party:)
didnt train yesterday..my lost but i've got the flu bug and its killing me at night..but im better now i think:)coffee had her fur cut today but she's still dropping shit loads of fur..haha yes yes and mom have been playing with her new house cleaning toy which i think looks stupid and ugly with that rat sticker on it..haha okay i dont have much to talk about..life is all about muggin now..oh yes,results were much better this time round:)but i could have done better..so its all out for the finals now.
had a family dinner over at granny's yesterday and i saw my angmo cousin who have just got back not too long ago..and what can i say?she looks hotter than before!!!hahaha fucking hot i swear..haha yes yes thats about it..cheers people!:)
starts of boulevards.
Wait dear, a white horse is walking down my street here,
your words are creeping at my feet
I fear, sunrise will come to soon and you'll disappear
into the haze of this city and go south...
look out, they're coming after us with big guns,
they're only gonne tell you all the bad things I've done
even if they words they say aren't true they've won,
any I'm left here dyin in the sun
oh...seems like I'm always on my own,
seems like I'm never coming home
seems like I'm always on my own...
late nights, won't do me justice
cause when I drink...I just get so damn depressed,
and its not like, I ain't trying to get over you.
it's just hard to look at the seasons, pass me over too...
oh...seems like I'm always on my own,
seems like I'm never coming home
seems like I'm always on my own...
(all the stars and boulevards ain't close enough for you...)
one last phone call from you, it wouldn't hurt much,
just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch,
any inch of you that hasn't said it all or read it all or sung
my life away
Saturday, September 10, 2005
2:57 PM
brighter than sunshine.
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]
1:01 AM
training was good..but not really nice cause of the sun..haha yes okay dont really feel like blogging about my day cause its nothing much..just went to meet melons and went for track soon after..yes yes..okay cheers!im dead beat.
photograph.
Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second florr was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!
(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,
I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!
(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
(Bridge)
I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.
If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.
(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
9:09 PM
okay there have been some people who have no life that have been going over to joyceh's blog to pretend to be her and myself and coming here to my blog and pretend to be her..its so irritating how all these people have no life..TSK TSK..please find a new place to hang out..you know like create a blog for the people with no life..haha okay i shant go to their level and speak ill of them any further.
today was okay..mom is still on MC till tml..but we couldnt go out cause the car is still over at the repair shop..i hope it'll be done by next week cause i have no intentions of going to school by myself..im already dreading the thought of having to go home myself tml after training which is gona end at god knows what time..ahh..stupidd..yes yes..showered my dear coffee too but she've alredy started messing up her fur..stupid dog!haha but i love her still.. okay i dont really wana blog anymore..so cheers folks!
LIFE.
Monday, September 05, 2005
9:40 PM
like i said,what do you know clara chai!!!
studying with simone was okay..at least i did some studying:) i cant wait for my blog layout to be done:)
okay yes yes anyway i dont have the mood to blog..so yeah..cheers
oh btw,cheer up clara
High.
Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
11:36 AM
yesterday was good..had a long day out shopping with mom,aunt and my lil cousin..haha it wasnt too bad la..but i was kinda moody at the start as we had to take train as mom crash the car so its off to the repair shop for that poor car..left house at 1 just nice after my CSI which i cannot miss every sunday afternoon:)was sitting very far from them all the time and i felt kinda bad and moved to sit beside mom..haha as it was raining,i became her live walking stick..and the best part of taking train was,at jurong east..the middle train wasnt here yet and i was just looking at the other side day dreaming and all of a sudden i thought i saw clara!haha and too true to be good,it was her!!haha we both were laughing but we couldnt talk across the track so she called me..it was really funny..haha we're fated she says..haha stupid la..
yes so it was town after that and she spend shit loads of time at OG i wanted to die..mum would then ask every few hours..where you wana go and i'll say anywhere outta here..haha yes yes there was nothing there for me..so we went to centerpoint later on..that place seem to be the place where you would only go with your moms..haha they were having this lil princess competition and the lil girls were super cute in their princesses outfit!haha yes yes and i still wana get my book!:( but it cost abotu 23 bucks and mom refuse to answer me everytime i ask her about it!!stupidddd..anyway we went to taka later on and they went for the mooncake thing while my cousin and i sat down and wait..i was checking this pretty promomter who was standing infront of me all the time..haha and she smiled at me a total of 3 times..HAHAHA!this is so stupid..but she was pretty:)
anyway we headed to cck later on to pick my other lil cousin as she was going to my anuts place to stay and yes we went to lot one to pick her and it was cab home sweet home after that:) at long last i got home and got my shower and started reading my other book journal of the dead..its good..you guys should go check it out..yes yes and i was actually off to bed at 12 but chua sihui didnt allow me to..so i ended up talking to sam and her for a few mins and i went to bed..haha yes and later today i'll be off to simone's place!cant wait!:) mom toook off today for god know why..she keeps telling people she's sick..like my ass la..haha she's a faker like me..hahaha im always telling ms goh im sick when i dont wana go for track but half the time,im perfectly fine..haha okay thats all for now folks!cheers!
somehow,i kinda miss my sisters:(
be my escape.
I’ve given up, I’m giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last call that You mentioned is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up I’m doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Saturday, September 03, 2005
9:22 PM
mabel loves long rides and she cant deny:)
okay out with dearest today..she took 10 years to get ready and i fell asleep waiting for her..haha woke up at 10 cause of mom..i thought she was angry with me..haha so i couldnt get to sleep..haha stupid la..anyway yes i was up and i was moody cause of mom..haha yes yes
finally i left to meet chua sihui who seem to have taken forever..haha we met at citylink and went to esplande to eat and chat a lil and left for town but ended up taking the city bus 3 times..haha it just went round and round and i liked it:)i love long rides!!haha so i had a lot of fun:))thanks dearest!!haha for having that long ride..haha yes yes..haha had to head home after the 3rd ride cause mom had an accident and i wanted to go home and she wanted me home asap..haha i thought what happen but she was fine..so that good..yes but i believe the car is in a bad shape..poorthing..cause we just got the car a few months back..haha yes yes anyway i had fun overall..so thank you dearest:)
okay nothing much to update now..i want prata and dad is not answering his phone!:( haha okok cheers!
to sam:Doctors wont wana eat you up la!!haha take care btw:)
12:00 AM
today.
twin came over for cheaper by a dozen and note book..its was great doing some catching up at the same time:)and she finally got to update that blog of hers that was staying still for a really long time..haha!yes yes and i swear,zenn is funny and one hell of a nut case!haha she kept making me laugh thru msn..i just love her:)
so school was pretty sleepy for me today..was trying really hard to keep my tiny eyes open during the first four periods of the day which was none other then,home econs..and lucky for me i was so tired i couldnt pick a fight with that old lady though she wanted to have one..and im serious,she hates me!its obvious!!she gave the group i was in 1/8 for the group work!!stupid okay!anyway like i said,i was wayyyy too tired to fight with her..i'll be wasting my energy for recess later on..HAHA!yes yes so what seem like forever,it was recess,finally:)i was the first to get out of class-duh-haha and buva is really mean cause she comes to school to bully me only..and one day im gona eat that nugget of hers up!-yummy-haha!yes yes but still,she's one of those who never fails to keep that laughter of mine going:)
after school,i didnt got for training and mom picked me up and we went for my all time favorite prawn mee which was super good:)haha yes and later all she dropped chess and i both back home and as usual,an important call from ms clara chai who was...funny i'll say?no..i dont even know what word to use when it comes to her..haha okay yes i couldnt wait to shower and it was raining too..so everything was really great..used the computer for sometime and headed for the tv..haha and i sat there all day till mom got home with dad..they got me chicken chop again!haha but i like it so its okay..haha yes yes we cleaned the house and that means i can go out anytime tml..but i plan to sleep in..the rest of the day is left for my dearest who i'll be meeting..not sure of the time yet though cause i told her i'll tell her when i wake up..and no she isnt my girlfriend if your thinking..its chua sihui,my one and only dearest:)))))we're going to town to..hang out..yes..hahahah!
clara talked to me in her sleep again..she fell asleep way before i could call her back..haha and as usual she said'call you back later'in her sleep..she's so funny..i bet she'll call me around 11 tp 12 tml morning and start scolding me cause i didnt call her but when i tell her i did and she said she'll call back,she'll start denying..haha!
mum is deciding to go over to newzealand during the holiday..end of year..and it'll be when im having my obs..i think its good..i want her to go there alone to chill and relax and mel should talk to her and let her cry her balls out then come home..she's going for about a month and come home with marilyn..marilyn's gona be home for the summer holidays and she's gona be home for two months and im looking forward to that:)
okay i guess thats all for today folks..no song today cause i couldnt figure what song to put..haha yes so till then,cheers!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
1:18 PM
staying home today..clean up my room and clean up my dear coffee's ear which was super gross i swear..haha wanted to shower her but ended up standing outside the toilet thinking twice..decided i was too lazy and i might get really tired drying her fur and end up sleeping during tuition later in the night..haha yes im a pig!and i've a pet hamster called hammie..hahaha!stupid..
woke up at 11 today and stayed in bed till around 1115 before getting out..had some RITZ pizza flavor to fill my tummy and mango juice:)yummy..i feel like eating but im not hungry and i dont know what do i wana eat either..haha okay i got my damn period today too..i have no idea how the hell am i gona train tml..probably end up sitting in..clara's came yesterday and she wouldnt stop telling me that blood is flowing out..information not needed girlfriend..so thanks but no thanks..haha passed her her present yesterday thought her birthday is not till the end of the month..haha and i hope she uses it or im so gona kill her..
okay im so bored..and tuition is not till 5..ahh maths and more maths..bleah..limewire has shitted on me and im sad cause i have fuck lots of songs to download and its killing me cause i have to go around asking for songs like an idiot..haha yesyes..
okay thats all for now folks..goodbye:)
let time do the talking
wake me up when september ends.
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
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